| tonite confusing
its been a yr since i rode in the car wit him..
confusing....
schools okayy tho..
work is good to...
umm friends.. are great. wen i have time for em
boiis. ha im tired of it...
LISTEN it dont matter who the guy IS...
it seems like NO matter what..
HE WIlL LIE TO!
even mr.. him did to MEH
&& we are SUPER CLOSE///
he shoulda told meeh he had a G*F
wayyyy before....
but its okayyy.. i get over things...
rite?
itts not who most pple will think of...
becuz not many pple knoo him.. yah kno?
well whatever
.....In you I trust
I try to put my life into ur hands..... |
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| the glimps of the pictures
the empty feeling in my heart
the bottomless pit in my stomac
has one reason
the way things were fell apart
the friendships drift
the pain is smothering the way i am
i cant get over the difference.. of me now
i never thought id be stuck here
i have fallen so hard
i cant get over the part of not talking
i am in love with the memories
i cant let them go
they are all i have
i never knew that my heart could feel this empty
i never knew that my memories of him would be this strong
my heart seems to beat for him and onlii
i cant go out wit pple with out comparing them to him
i am so totally struck
how can i get over this?
is there even a way
no one.. makes me feel the way he does
never has... but him...
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| gosh.
this
is goin`
to be a
loong summer`
its horrible
i miss pple
but mostly
i miss him.
again.
juss like last
summer. `
but this time
he aint cummin`
BACK....
<3*ash |
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| i wont be able to give it all to you
but i can try to offer what i have.
my words are true but there is another side.
my feelings may fade....
i wont mean it
i really cant help it.
my words get stuck
& my hearts attached
im breathing not because of you
but becuz of him.
a guy you have never met
someone i thought that was a 'could have been'
but he wasnt
i regret not chasing him more.
the pain was suppose to fall apart
but instead.. my heart did
i cheated on you..
not wit lipps...
not wit hands....
but wit my heart......
ashamed i must say but i couldnt help
i fall for him each time i see him.
ive tried.
ive failed
and now im left with nothing...
like usual......
AHH boii
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